the day before this
everyday sleep and sleep
is my job

my dad bought me a new nike shoe
I love it so much
bring me to nike shop
after trying said no money
then ok lo
I put back
who knows he give me his master card and asked me to pay
haha
my mum sure jealous me
haha...my dad wan to buy one pair for himself
but he said it not comfortable at all
the we went to converse shop
my sister prefer converse than nike...coz he like to wear boy style shoe

this few day i look like
lost myself...and I even donoe where I have lost

3 more days going to school like usual
hate this thing
coz 2011 will my future year
damm hate it
cant relax and enjoy in that year
going to work hard for my future
coz I really duwan go to UUM
i prefer UM or UKM
pls let me do it
so I will work hard and fight for it

I want to change everything
evrything inside me
prove to myself I can do it if I work hard for it

I will do it...and I'm willing to do so

later going to work

yepi
today will be the last day to work
after this I can rest
and having too many free time

the unfortunely thing is
today will be the closing ceremony
and the will prepared the same T-shirt for everyone....
the cibai kia keep the shirt and let the other person to choose the size 1st
and I be the last person to make the choice

how I wan to make the choice instant there are XL size left
cibaikia
make me wore the shirt look like sai kong
pepet lang

had been long time din update my blog
I'm busy with my job
came back from work alrdy late nite...tired and lazy...
many thing I juz wan to express troughtout tis 3 days...


1st day
I was totally mad with someone..
I will admit my false when there is my false
but if it is not my false
sure I will mad with the person who said it is my false
the true is...You are the one who make mistake...why just blame on me
cheebyeekiaa


2nd day
when people said you or scolded you "STUPID"
then you are not stupid...they are the one stupid
the person who scold you are the one stupid
when you scold yourself "STUPID"
this means you are the stupidest person
understand???....so I dont think I'm the one stupid person...


3rd day
dun learn to tell lie
you will become a famous liar when you grow up
I noe sometimes telling lie is for other person own good....sometimes it not
when you using it in the wrong situation (telling lie)
you will continue to do so coz u need to think other lie to backup the last lie u made...
so dun use LIE in wrong situation

有时

有些事放在心里

不说去来是件好的事

有些人说

把问题说出来

心...就会舒服多了

可是

你有想过吗

当你说出口

就代表

这件事...会慢慢得让别人知道

对

放在心里

是很难受

但是

也是最安全的

我甘愿

心理觉得难受

都不要说出自己的心事

今天他问了我一个问题
为什么不要恋爱

我说...想读书

其实我还有一个答案 我并没告诉他

对我来说
恋爱这两个字
是很 “累” 东西

我觉得我自己没有资格得到纯真的爱
因为怕 “伤害”
所以选着不要相爱

诚敬为“爱”而流泪...“背叛”...“欺骗”
现在不一样的我
不怎么 想去爱
因为不想爱

有时
我真的不信真爱的出现
我不信“真爱”这两个字

人人都说
如果缘分真真的来领了
那时刻 真爱 真的出现了

如果有一天
我的缘分真的来找我了
我希望 我的另一半
能然我相信 这世界上
真真的有真爱的出现

因为只有真爱
才能带给我真真的幸福和快乐

There is something "stuck" in my brain
make me headache
I means"something"...that is problem
I means "headache"...menyusahkan

I could not stop thinking it
I juz wan to find a good...not...is absolutely best solution
but
I was unable to make the desicion
what to do
juz leave it
and let it until it come to the solution by itself
when there is the time for it

Yesterday papa and I was watching the basketball match
then I tried to find a chance to tell my papa something
finally I found it

I'm telling him that I like something much
NIKE shoe
persuade him to buy for me
then he smile at me and said
到时才说
so I answered OK lo

next day...I means today
morning we go out taking our breakfast...BA KU TEH
I hinted him again...
haha...how clever I am...>.<
I said...papa buy me a NIKE shoe...
you only need pay RM200...sure got change...
sister they all have one pair which belong themself...i kesian...no money...
He laughed...and my mumy smile at me...
~chap xiao e~

lastly my loving papa agreed...
so hope him faster bring me go Malacca...
coz I scare at the last minute...he will change his mind
waiting my new NIKE shoe...
hehe...

GOOD NITE