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Received my mid term exam result   
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The result caused me EMO

Really too many careless mistakes

I could not forgive my self commits this type of mistakes

Then I decided to watch movie with friends

So that I am able to let go of my result

In the early I thought I already make it

Who know... It's different after reached kk...

Now... Right Now

I'm sitting in front laptop without doing anything for 4 hours

Just stared at the laptop and stare blankly

I'm so disappointed of my self

Regarding my exam's result

I really do not know how to save myself from sinking myself deeply into "black hole"

Later 2pm got QA class

I really scare other same thing will happen on me

What I can do now

Just stay calm and pray

Hope that I'm really able to score better marks

T.T'''

我真的恨死我自己
讨厌死了
我很不明白
我这样做有错吗？
为什么你们就不能体谅我呢

我只想活得开心
没烦恼。。。
我不想因为一点小事而烦

回到家也烦
在宿舍也烦

每天都有烦恼。。。我真的很累
每次都要顾别人的感受，要体谅他们
那我呢
谁来顾我的感受。。。谁能够体谅我
一个都没

发生了很多事 
在这时，我才知道谁是真真的对我好

我每天都告诉自己---不要去在意别人的看法。。。别人的想法
可是我做不到

从第一天写blog，我没试过用那么长的时间来写
这是第一次    我不是不会写
我是不知道要怎么写      太多伤心是要写    真的太多了

我该怎么做？？？
我该如何？？？？