I felt this home does not giv me a nice home
this is not the home i wish to hav
does it look like a home
the answer always is
no...no...no...

我真的很想告诉你

喜欢就喜欢，不喜欢就不喜欢

不要每次提到他

我是人

我也有感情的

为什么？

为什么每次把我推给他

你有问过我是怎样想得吗？

我不是东西

推来推去

让来让去

你有问过我...

到底喜欢谁吗？

有吗？

你根本没有

你根本没想过我的感受

我恨死你

很后悔认识你

today not feeling well

yesterday also the same

tuesday, my mom brought many eggs from ''pai pai there''

she said each of everyone eat one for ''po bi''

the second day really po bi

all my family member fight for toilet

everyone was blamed on my mom include me

haizzz

for today really hate that kind of feeling

once a month

of my god

I wonder why a girl should like this

why dont this problem happen on a boy rather than a girl

kind funny a bit

haha

din feel very pain for a long term

now started

is really a suck killing me ''pain''

now my mom is plan look forward to Dr.Khoo

my specialist doctor

but i do not know when

I wait the phone everyday

but

you never call

I get ready to go somewhere

but

you never show up

I tell you important thing

but

you never listen

I ask if you love me , I ask if you care

but

you never pay attention to me.

You make me feel alone

You make me feel unloved

You make me feel like no one cares and no one will

How can you do to someone you are suppposed to love

How can someone so sweet be so cruel

How can I hate so many things you do

but

still love you?

Those are questions that will go unanswered forever

Because i can ask and ask

but

you will never respond

Please get lost from my lives...

you are meaningless to me now...

don't ever think that you have chance

to

enter my life again

----

have you tried to understand my feelings

I am in pomegranate

----

first time feel that

I am a loser

I am useless

I cried and I think

What for I cried

I really hopeless

I really useless

I can't stand it more

Sometimes

I think what for I lives in the world

It give me hopeless dream

I always tell myself

that I can make it

I can do it

I can prove it to other people

who am I

who I am

But

I really sick to pretend strong

I just the same as a normal girl

''weakness''

in my heart

sometimes I really hope someone push me at the back

but

who will be the ''someone''

sometimes

I tries to forget everything in my mind

but everytime I tries it

posibbly fail

I am the failure

useless and disapointed

3 August 2010

celebrated Shirley and Kent's birthday

celebrated at Village

Everyone was happy

but

the 38 girl make me sick

Ooopsss

is make US sick

so...cincai

no one invited she

how come she will be there

plus, she din wish Shirley and din said thanks

un-polite

Playing with all the guys

huge here huge there

excuse me!!!

I'm not jealous with her popularity

just because she don't know how to love herself

''mengkaburi mataku''

the funny thing is

we pakat dun give the girl holding the microphone

haha

when she hold it

sure we will ask someone to take it away from she

so she din sing a lot of song

hey friend

GOD JOB

^-*

anyway is not my business

but

my my friend and me sick of it

that is my business

moreover

got a guy drunk

how to say it??

said he drunk but looked like normal

yet his action looked like alrdy drunk

he was scaring...

haha

so next time

don't be too close with the people who are drunk

dangerous

coz we do not know what will he done to us

haha

Last but not least

thankz Shirley and Kent again

MAY YOURS WISH COME TRUE...