my life

do you all know that my life is suck

现在不知道要从那里说起

the only thing I know is my life really suck...just like a shit

because of you all I think my life really really failed

因为你们

看你们...听你们说的话...看你们的patern

make me sibehdulan

what kind of people you are???

does both of you think of me...

heiii~ I'm here and I'm not transparent

I can see eveything with my eyes and I can heard eveything with my ears

~BULLSHITTTT~

Fortuneless

what happen to my hand near my shoulder

It was pain

My mum bring me to a Chinese physician coz I cant drive myself

the Chinese physician asked me , what I have done to my hand

and I said I do not know

I woke up in the morning and I could not raise my hand up

it was pain

see...how shooooiiiii

do you know what had the Chinese physician done to my hand??

sure u do not believe what I told u now

He pull my hand and my mother hold my body

then the Chinese physician turn my hand

360 degree and push my hand in

take a look...

can u all imagine how pain it is

it was awful

it looks terrible and horrible

my hand still pain

I could not sleep at night

furthermore I feel so difficult to do my daily activities include bath

MYGOSH

Pray to god...

get better soon

if not sure I blame on my hand

cause me no mood to do my revision

Tonight

After tonight

I'm going pia...pia...pia

then

I can really feel the tension situation

It's stressful

I hate it and I love it

Haizzz

What to do??

~Life should go on~

after today will be Monday

another 3 week for STPM

kind a bit kia le

I need pia pia

cannot fooling around

playing here and there

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now the topic

should I cut off my hair

I thinking to perm my long hair

unfortunately no $$$$

coz i need to save it for my trip

then should I cut off my hair???

haizzz....rimas betul...

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start on Monday

I should plan on my timetable

and i really need a study-timetable

~MICHELLE FIGHTING~

pull a long face..(frustrated)

I hate this place
I hate them
although I stay here...but here looks like it does not belong to me
everything does not belong to me

...care...love...respect...

-

I already sick with this place

-

I try and try
to communicate v u all

-

I try and try
to forgive u all

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I try and try
to obey to Ur instruction
-
I try and try
to compromise v u all
-

but
at the end... "stupid"
just "stupid" word can symbolize all my action
-
I've give up

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I've feel tired
-
I really hope I can enter university
I wan leave this sibeh dulan place
I try to gain many thing here

-
but at last

-

I lost everything here

-
...mum's love...
...sibling's respect...
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everything here just make me sad

I really suffer at this place...

.............................

now I really mad...

the things is belong to me

I am the one who buy it

I do not like to share my things

I means sometimes I really don't

so when I said I want to share with you

means I really want share with you

but

when you use it

do you ever think of me???

I'm not blame on you

I just want you to know

think of that person when you the person things

and don't just think of yourself

Malay proverb said...

..."bagi peha nak betis"...

I know if you read this post

you really will feel angry with me

and call me ''xiao qi Gui''

or

stingy...selfish

I don't care at all

and of course

no one will care it at all

I just want you to learn that

respect other people thing when that person agree to share something with you

this is a kind of a basic manner

that everyone should know

include you

..............................

=(

I feel so upset with my yesterday test

that is business studies

I read all

all is in my brain

but

haizzz

the answer is so that simple

why I so stupid that think twice wheater the one that I thought

so

today decided to stay at home

din go to schl

and get prepare for my paper 2 to safe my paper 1

hopefully ya

I wish I can obtain the marks that I really want it