juz now went out with my all best friends

ate at HO CHAK

ate many thing

I'm not feeling well

especially my throat

still want to eat spicy food

haha

Hope will be fine 2moro

we decided go to Genting end of this year

and

plan to Pulau Redang 2012

our group

eat...play sure at the 1st place

haha

Love You All

pls~
don't ask me the question again
i very scared
you sudden ask me like this
I was shocked
till
dunoe how to answer it

but

sorry to said that
I not agree

PLEASE DON'T ASK ME AGAIN
SURRENDER

everytime feel want to give up

I din dare to do so

Really surrender

Really tired

Really boring of this type of life

But

Last cant make it

Why

Keep asking myself WHY

Why I cant be the same as other people

Other teenager that same like me

SELF-EXPRESSION

Sometimes I pretend that nothing happen

keep smiling...laughing

I sick

I bored

with all this

I just duwan to think anything

be a child is fun

no need to worry many thing

no need to face problem

Should...Should noT

which girl duwan be more beautiful???
which girl duwan be slim???
all this is ideal thinking
I believe most of the girl think as the same as me


so
I wan be slim
I wan be beautiful
in side my heart and out-look of me
the important is
I wan be a SMART girl

I will fight for it

yesterday went to Malacca
went to Jusco...Mahkota...Pahlawan...
bought many goods

my mum bought many shirt at Padini Store
haha

big SALES
want to watch movie at Golden Cinema
but
no seat are available
haizzz

my dad brought me new watch
is the brand that i love
is the brand i always buy
is POLO
it cost RM 274


I love it so
Thanks DAD

Today, I do not know how the kind of me
I feel confused
I do not know what is in my head right now

sudden think to curse or nag at someone
Really bad mood today

How to express my feelings??
How to said it??

do you know what a woman feel or her attitude
when she already menopause??

when a women already menopause
she will love to scold..to nag at other people
and the eventful or significant problem is
HOT TEMPER


that is what I perceive now

I repugnant this feeling

fell really suck with this feeling

saman

kanasai

just now went tuition with Dernard

after finish tuition

I

KENA

SAMAN

celaka

really sooooi

while I driving Dernard phoned me

I was on the phone with her

suddenly I saw block infront me

fortunately I quickly put off the phone

if not

second saman

my friend's mum was past away

is my mum friend's too

Hope the madam RIP( Rest In Peace)

today I was totally shoooi