Tonight

After tonight

I'm going pia...pia...pia

then

I can really feel the tension situation

It's stressful

I hate it and I love it

Haizzz

What to do??

~Life should go on~

after today will be Monday

another 3 week for STPM

kind a bit kia le

I need pia pia

cannot fooling around

playing here and there

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now the topic

should I cut off my hair

I thinking to perm my long hair

unfortunately no $$$$

coz i need to save it for my trip

then should I cut off my hair???

haizzz....rimas betul...

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start on Monday

I should plan on my timetable

and i really need a study-timetable

~MICHELLE FIGHTING~

pull a long face..(frustrated)

I hate this place
I hate them
although I stay here...but here looks like it does not belong to me
everything does not belong to me

...care...love...respect...

-

I already sick with this place

-

I try and try
to communicate v u all

-

I try and try
to forgive u all

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I try and try
to obey to Ur instruction
-
I try and try
to compromise v u all
-

but
at the end... "stupid"
just "stupid" word can symbolize all my action
-
I've give up

-
I've feel tired
-
I really hope I can enter university
I wan leave this sibeh dulan place
I try to gain many thing here

-
but at last

-

I lost everything here

-
...mum's love...
...sibling's respect...
-
everything here just make me sad

I really suffer at this place...

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now I really mad...

the things is belong to me

I am the one who buy it

I do not like to share my things

I means sometimes I really don't

so when I said I want to share with you

means I really want share with you

but

when you use it

do you ever think of me???

I'm not blame on you

I just want you to know

think of that person when you the person things

and don't just think of yourself

Malay proverb said...

..."bagi peha nak betis"...

I know if you read this post

you really will feel angry with me

and call me ''xiao qi Gui''

or

stingy...selfish

I don't care at all

and of course

no one will care it at all

I just want you to learn that

respect other people thing when that person agree to share something with you

this is a kind of a basic manner

that everyone should know

include you

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=(

I feel so upset with my yesterday test

that is business studies

I read all

all is in my brain

but

haizzz

the answer is so that simple

why I so stupid that think twice wheater the one that I thought

so

today decided to stay at home

din go to schl

and get prepare for my paper 2 to safe my paper 1

hopefully ya

I wish I can obtain the marks that I really want it

i'm angry right now...

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每次和你说话

不能够说好好吗



everytime like that

and is most of the time



很不喜欢和你说话

就是因为这样



你生气是你的事

可是可以不要拿我来出气吗

我可以忍

因为我知道

你是我的谁

可是

这部代表...你每次都能这样地对我

我是人耶

能感受到的

21st january is my birthday....
celebrated coming 19
but it was suck
i was accident

I donoe how to described it
but the feeling is really suck
make me feel unsafe...
I juz cry and my hug my uncle
this is the first time i feel so scared

My dad hevan noe...
sure he will kill me...
wat to do
first day of my 19...so many trouble
this show this year will become my soiiii year...


to my friend,
thx to u all celebrated with me after i cried for 1 hour +
i really sorry if spoit the situation


get really for my dad and mum
scold me...