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我真的恨死我自己
讨厌死了
我很不明白
我这样做有错吗？
为什么你们就不能体谅我呢

我只想活得开心
没烦恼。。。
我不想因为一点小事而烦

回到家也烦
在宿舍也烦

每天都有烦恼。。。我真的很累
每次都要顾别人的感受，要体谅他们
那我呢
谁来顾我的感受。。。谁能够体谅我
一个都没

发生了很多事 
在这时，我才知道谁是真真的对我好

我每天都告诉自己---不要去在意别人的看法。。。别人的想法
可是我做不到

从第一天写blog，我没试过用那么长的时间来写
这是第一次    我不是不会写
我是不知道要怎么写      太多伤心是要写    真的太多了

我该怎么做？？？
我该如何？？？？

The Truth

If you have feeling for a boy / girl

Tell him or her that you love him / her

Before He / She moves on to next guy

Sometimes you only have one and only one chance to let the male or female to know how you feel

Before he / she moves on

AND

Find another person interesting

EMO

Today I saw him

One week only can saw him once only

We only chat for just 5 minutes every time we meet

but today

He make me so emo 

He saw me today

He din chat with me

Just a simple ''Hello", He even not open his mouth

Make me so emo

I pretended that maybe He is too busy

and does not realised that I am near by him

We does not belong to each other

So what I can do...is just to pretend that we do know each other

like a stranger standing beside each other

Really EMO with it

It's good to be home

It's good to be home.

I love my home

Last two week, I am in trouble and have many problem 

and at that time my best friend, Hong Ee Ling are willing heard my problem

She also give me a lot of advise and a word which it is able to motivate me

Now

She also facing same time as me... a part of university's friends

So, I also did the same thing as she done on me...

we chatting last night

Both of us realized that who is our true friends

and I also realized that home always the best place for me

A best place which full of "love" that I could not gt from outside people

I love my home

I also knew who is exactly my true friends

Hey friends

Let's us fight together ya...  :))

pROBLEM

I'm facing a problem now 

My problem is 

FINANCIAL problem

who can solve my problem

-

University's life

no enough money to use

no money from my parents

-

My banks money going to be shrink like HELL !!!

Problem is not that money

NO money is that problem

headaches (>3<)

everything in this world need money

Is there something that no need money at all...huh ????

-

PekkkCekkk !!!

【真的】

我好像真的喜欢上他了

怎么办

今天发生了一点点小事

因为这件事

我很想讨厌他

如果他对我笑，我就不要对他笑

唉~

我就是做不到

差了啦

我真的不知道我喜欢他那里

又不好看

又不高

有吵死人

我真的，真的，真的...不知道

Most emo day

Today really really emo day for me

The most emo day through out the sem 

I really dont know what had happened to myself

I really angry till I do not know how to explain it

I really sad till I do not know how to express my feeling

Sudden, I do not know what happened to me

Totally no idea!!!!