Stress....

SOMEONE HELP ME!!

i feel stress yesterday
keep on reading
-CHEMISTRY-
OMG!!!
i feel i am the stupid person among my frenz
even thought i read or doing revision
i still can't get it
i could not understand it
y i so stupid??
i duwan always fail for my tis subject
i really really feel stress + scare
my mum keep on pushing me
GOD!
i hate it
is tat anyone can help me?
i think only i can help myself
i wan get a good result for my SPM
i duwan people to look down at me
i hate tat feeling

i can do wat people can do
i must do better tat my mum think tat i can do
coz i am her daughter
11 subject....no even 1 subject can do better
i feel tat i really really useless
y other people can be so clever when they juz read book??
as i doing the same thing
i try so hard
but
still doing the same mistake
i love my frenz
i feel so happy when hanging with them
when i thinking my mum
i feel pressure inside me
Wat i suppose to do??
juz pretend dunoe anything!!
i think i need a break for me to breath
mayb 2 weeks holiday is good time for me
SHITTTTTTT!!
still got Mr Bear TUITION
so
holiday at class
after 2 weeks,i will try to manage my time
i will put my SPM at the top of my head

no matter wat happen

SPM will always come 1st!!

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morning

7.35 am will start exam

i alrdy prepare myself to face the truth

mean...-fail for my CHEMISTRY and PHYSIC-

if fail how??

i din worry bout anythhing

i will face it bravely

but

how i gona show my mum the result

sure she will make me sit at home everyday

like jail

i duwan she always compare me

with her frenz'children

tats y i hav communicate problem v my mum

we even don't hav any topic to chat

Haizzzzz~

i really hope i can get my result v flying colour

so

i can leave my home

and come back when i am free

Besides tat at home i always alone

keep on studying

make me more stress

so i like go out v my frenz

can release my stress

if keep myself at home

oneday

i will become damm crazy

HELP ME !!!