Weird + Miracle

How is the feeling for fall in love with some one that you love

for me

the feeling is weird

not to said weird is a miracle

I will laugh when he laugh

I will smile when he smile

When he was tired, I will worry about him

When he talk to me, I was so happy

When I could not see him, I was so sad and hope will see him immediately

Is that the feeling for falling in love with some one

I really miss him

Is this show that I am in love with him

I know that he is not my ideal man

but

how come all this weird and miracle feeling will happen to me

At first I think that I'm crazy

Now I still not sure

Need to wait for a time

So, I can determine whether my feeling is right or wrong

I need to find an answer for myself