pull a long face..(frustrated)

I hate this place
I hate them
although I stay here...but here looks like it does not belong to me
everything does not belong to me

...care...love...respect...

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I already sick with this place

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I try and try
to communicate v u all

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I try and try
to forgive u all

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I try and try
to obey to Ur instruction
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I try and try
to compromise v u all
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but
at the end... "stupid"
just "stupid" word can symbolize all my action
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I've give up

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I've feel tired
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I really hope I can enter university
I wan leave this sibeh dulan place
I try to gain many thing here

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but at last

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I lost everything here

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...mum's love...
...sibling's respect...
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everything here just make me sad

I really suffer at this place...