讨厌我自己

我今天到底是怎么了
心情好乱
我自己都不知道
我讨厌这种感觉
I hate myself
可能我突然想回以前的事吧
我真的好像问他
以前
为什么他要这样做
我真的不知道
我现在只想把它弄清楚
可能错在我吧
错。。谁叫我没自由
没人明白没关系
只要我自己最清楚就够了
我真的好笨
之从那件事
我对自己很没信心了
被伤了一次
真的很怕会有第二次
以前的信心。。。全不见了
感觉我自己好差
我有那么差吗
还是算了吧
每一句话只是说给我自己听吧



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刘佩雯
不要怕
要对自己有信心
我行的。。。


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Ring

aiya

sudah lupa..........

2day i and my frenz go tuition

then we went to upwell

we buy same ring

jayshee , lee ee , me

the ring is our friendship ring

hope our frenship will be forever

偶像

today i went to c basketball competition

then i saw my frenz

i din went home from 4 pm until 10.3o pm

coz i talk and play v my frenz

so fun

--

then i saw handsome boy from other place

he is my idol when i was 14 years old

i so happy can saw him

he sit beside me

OHMYGOD

he is so handsome

i feel so exicted

he is my idol

always my idol

i support him

我的偶像

My Dad

Yeah~~~

later wan go out with my dad

my dad din break the promise

he still remember wat he promised me

so happy

lov u dad

MuaCkzzzz

My Brother

my brother is coming back 2 nite

my brother very stupid

one person coming back

but
buy two ticket

what for??

to who??

it make me laugh

hehe

what are u thinking while buying ticket

oh my brother

merentas desa

2day rentas desa vry fun le

before start

we all alrdy get ready

jayshee shout and ask teacher to take her photo

haha

then i and jaycy prepare to help yuri

we duwan let the two form 4 girls run 1st

so

i and jaycy stand infront of the both girls

we really very bad le

haha

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at 1st we run then we stop

i,jaycy,jayshee,shirley and lee ee

we walk

sambil jalan sambil chitchat

our hobby

then we meet dernard and chai chin near school tere

we all suan dernard

she said she wan run at last walk v us

haha

then we joke and singwhile walk

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itu YNTUA lagi teruk

yesterday said last year at school

must finish 2 round

last

go canteen after one round

boom kena saya

hehe

at last only katrina complete 2 round

CONGRATULATION!!!

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next

we go eat roti canai

~walao~

wan run from school also susah

last we did it

so cheap

6 of us only eat bout RM14

damm cheap lo

then went back school

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my aunt go and take my report card

coz my mum sick

teacher said i suka bercakap

talkactive

but

when teacher is teaching

i duduk diam diam

when teacher duduk diam diam

then i start bercakap

hehe

i juz wan cari suasana ma

then pn mimi said

like this good

coz

terlalu diam tak baik

hehe

MIRACLE

sleep

is anyone can help me

alrdy 1.30am

i still cannot close my eyes

i wan sleep

but cannot sleep

suffer

maybe i drink too much coffee yesterday

I JUZT WANT SLEEP!!

2day so disspointed

my dad promise me bring me go watch basketball competition

now

haiz

coz mum sick liao

nevermind

my dad said next time

so go next time lo

hope he wont lie me

2day at school very happy

my time table for today is...

BM,BM,PHYS,PHYS,EST,EST,PSK,PSK,AM

2day many teachers absent to school

so din study

only BM got teacher......En Azam...

but

i din heard the lesson

coz i become pig

infront he

haha

he din scold me le

my frenz and i play at class

chitchat at class

aiyo lupa

katrina was teaching us how to swimming include teacher

haha

not swim in pool

is swim on the table

lolx

fun...fun...fun...

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2moro my mum is going to take my result

haizzz

wonder wat my mum will say when he see my result

scare teacher say something bad bout me

i am so worry now

scare kena marah

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2moro our school having cross country

merentas desa

so fun

wonder dernard will fall down or not

coz she always jatuh at the same place

so lucky she is

haha

dun angry le dernard

hope u be careful 2moro........

bus

on 20 June,
i dernard and jayshee went out after tuition
u know wat???
we went to find advertistment
last we did it
not we is dernard
haha
we so happy
finally got ppl wan to do advertistment
but
only one =.='''
swt
ITSOKLA
at least got one


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then i went back
jayshee'brother tumpang me
then i went bus station to wait bus
wait until 7pm
~ WALAO~
watthefuck!!
then i phone my brother
ask him to fetch me




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I WANT COMPLAINT
our segamat bus station is so dirty
you all see urself








then inside the bus also the same
lauzzzzz betul
damm lauzzzzz....
next time i get my lisence i waill drive it
=)

Money

Help me.......

i need money

more more and more

this month finance problem

no money

so sad =(

people said

"NO MONEY NO TALK"

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i really wan some money now

my purse one sen also dun hav

i manyak kesian la

i wan take money from my dad

but

paiseh

coz this month i really spend a lot

now

i saw something i like

Haizzzz

but

sial betul...betul betul sial

no money to buy

-----

only one way i can get my money

that is

wait until next month

Oh My God!!

now only 18 of Jun

wait one month

how i going to survive

so sad

it make me sick

i need money and money need me

MONEY......MONEY.........

sorry to myself

haizzz
2day second day of schl
it make me sick with it
this two day i feel so sorry to myself
now i'm 17 years old
this year taking my SPM
so worry
so scare


this two day taking back my mid year exam paper
diunesennnnnnnnng
so disspointed
and feel wan to cry
y i so stupid
y other people so clever
y i so stupid
i just thinking same word in my head
" WHY I SO STUPID"
other peoples are the same as me
taking same subject
but why i cant do it
i feel so sad every night
keep asking myself ..
W-H-Y
finally i cannot answer it
i wan to pass my exam with flying colour
i wan scholarship
i duwan fail in my subject
i wan sucess


i study eveytime
why i still cant get it
i dun understand
why like this
now
i can feel pressure in side me
i feel crazy with all this
i feel scare
i scare will get the same result
no one can help me
i keep on study also cant get it


i alrdy study hard for my exam
why my mum always think tat i lazy
i alrdy put all my time in all this thing
why she always think tat i dun wan to study
she think i am wat
....superwomen.....
..........god...............
i alrdy try my best
if my SPM result bad
sure she will blame on me
i scare
what should i do
i cant do anything
juz can study
keep on studying

ALL THE BeST F0R Me!!

morning

good morning blogspot
thanks god!!
2day feel better than 2moro
especially my oesophagus
i mean "hou long"
now i can eat spicy food
hahaha
i am so happy=)
suffering from flu make me cant breathe...
so yesterday nite cant sleep well!!!
the important is...
i can eating anything tat i like
hahahahahahahaha

mistake...

to all my frenz ,
dun always think tat i got problem v guy
when my mood is bad
dun mistake,OK??
it is not thing to do v the guy..
Pls dun always be mistake!!!
WAke up wake up
dun sleep liao
i got my own problem and not bcoz of the guy
last but not least
DUN MAKE THE SAME MISTAKE!!!

Bad Day

haizzzzzz....

2day wan die liao

actually i'm going batu pahat 2day

but last

cancalled

Why?

about 3.27 am in the morning

i'm not feeling well

sick

suffering from flu...headache....

the worst is "hou long tong"

then i phone my frenz

i cannot make it to join them

so sad =(

i so kesian

evry food that i like cant get into my stomach

i juz can watch my family put all the food into their mouth

Oh My God!!

wat the fuck!!

cant eat juz see and feel

wan to be talkactive also cant

i hope 2moro will feel better

i hate to be like this

haizzzzzzz....

then,

my frenz YURI phone me

asking, "do you wan go Labis to swim?"

i wan go but last i answer is "CANNOT"

damm

got tuition + flu

rosak my holiday

but i happy too

coz my frenz all din make it to Labis

Why?

aiyo~ of course without my present la

hahahaha

so we change it to anoyher day..

haha

2moro one week holiday

Mr Bear giv us holiday one week

so now i can go everywhere v my frenz







++++++++++++++++++







Saturday is my aunt wedding

now i'm thinking wat to wear

dunoe wan wear wat??

sang nao jing

one more thing

dunoe wan wear wat shoe??

HELP ME!!

Swimming

2day i go out ply v my frenz

actually we want go swimming at Bekok

haizzzzz

last we go Pelangi coz xiao ying dun wan go

so we change it to next week

hahaha

*

2day vry fun swimming v my frenz

Yuri,Susan,Ah Zhu,Xiao Ying,Ah Yang,Hui Qing

and many more guys

hey frenz....paiseh

forgotten all your name

*

walao,

the stupid Yang really " jia sai "

pushing me again and again

stupid Yang

*

and Andy lagi stupid

keep on ask other ppl

" who want to eat fish"

all the guys really kacau

is DAMM kacau

*

althought i alrdy suffering from flu

but i still happy

and the stupid frenz keep on pushing me into the water

this make my hand and leg skin " koyak"

hey ur guys,

is so pain

next time they will get it

ya forget something

the funny thing is

the girls go to the boys bath room to take shower

and the boys go to the girls bath room

this stupid thing they also can ply

i really beartahan my frenz

*

then we all go pasar malam at yayasan

after tat we went to eat mee soto

so nice....so spicy

I LOVE IT

*

about 8.25 we go funfair

we ply until look like child

it really happy

now i cant wait go to Bekok v them

Mayb this Saturday we will go Labis

MAYBE ONLY

I WILL ROCK THE WORLD

Holiday

Holiday....holiday....

before this i'm so happy

bcos holiday

now

haizzzzzzzzzz

holiday look like the same as school day

why??

this week need to attend my tuition classes

so sad =(

everyday wake up at 6.30 am

i hope i can still longer at my bed

everytime go tuition i miss my bed so much

what the fuck??

cannot slp longer

after tuition went back home

i immediately kiss my bed..haha

this two week are the bored holiday i had

i think so

coz boring at home...

this bored holiday.....

DRIVE ME CRAZY!!