我越来越讨厌你

突然说我有男友

我几时告诉你我有男友

就算我有...也不管你的事

——

当初

是你说分手的

现在我的事和你无关

你干吗酱八

——

还说我是你女友

我几时说我是你女友

请你把你的臭嘴...闭上

请你不要乱说...

什么去见你妈妈

你有问过我吗？？

什么妈妈的

本小姐

还它妈的你耶

——

我对你是一点感觉都没有咯

当初你说出了那两个字

我就没想过要往回了

——

你也不要希望我会往回

以前不会...现在也不会...以后更加不可能

——

再这样下去

你就不要怪我

到时朋友都没得做

你不是第一天认识我

我说得出就做得到

Yesterday I promised to upload picture today

Let's see the picture

Another enjoyable day

ooopsss

is enjoyable night

whatever la

sing k till all people sot sot

maybe everyone was too high

some sing some dancing

also doing both action

haha

thanks my jimui

I was happy today

Extremely crazy for whole night

thank Angelic bcoz of ur...

thanks my jimui

Jayshee,Jaycy,Jenisy,Sharon,Yntua,Angelic

really happy and extremely happy

Today lazy to upload picture

I will upload soon

Coz wan u all [reader]

to know that

I happy having them in my life

Love U all

today friday nite

going to meet my jimui

haha

going mcd coz

Lee Ee and I fell like

i mean sudden wan eat mcd

going sing karaoke

yuuuuhuuuu

七早八早

起床就给你骂

本小姐眼睛都还没开

就给你骂

什么东西坏

都是我们弄坏

第一件事

就是问我们

那你儿子勒??

难道他就不会弄坏吗？？

他也有用勒

气死我了

all the subject note is drive-ING me crazy

I really beartahan liao

especially the Geo Notes

someone help me please

How to finish it

sit silently

doing it

still unable to finish it

although sit there for hours and hours

my mind...body...heart..."burn and hot"

plus the ccb problem

donoe how to described it

我很多问题

我很多烦恼

我不像你们

有烦恼

可以和朋友分享

有烦恼

可以和家人分享

可是

我和你们不一样

我不能分享我的烦恼

我只对自己有信任

我只相信自己

我不敢去相信别人

我也不敢去相信家人

对我来说

没人可以帮到我

我也不要让你们来帮我

能帮到我的

只是“睡觉”

睡醒后...告诉自己

这些只不过是恶梦

“恶梦”全部都消失了

我有点喜欢他了
可是
不等了


真的没想到
他会喜欢上我朋友


我就祝福你们
要幸福快乐哦


我就像以前那样
过日子咯...


也要天天开心

yesterday too tired

so feel lazy to upload picture

let's the picture tell you the story

haha

my friends

-

girls and boys champion teams

-

Bukit Siput boys

-

Bukit Siput girls and boys

-

Kaven and me

-

The youngest player in our teams
she...cute


-

this is pengacau
Jenshin（小鬼）and me

-

Khang you and me
This boy very muka tembok
haha


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THE END

我们以前天天都在一起

做什么事都是一起

去那里也是一起

突然

分散了

突然

有一种感觉

那就是

觉得我们的距离

越来越远....

为什么会这样

我真的搞不懂

我真的不知道

我真的找不到原因

为何会这样

niniabu..a...chaocheeebyeee

你到底是什么人

自己人都要做到这样

外人比自己人还要重要

就好事你没遇到什么是

到是有事就好是不要来找我们...不要说我们没良心

I am 18 now

18 years old leads me to think too much

many things to think

headache

I hope i will not be 18

coz I can put all burden out of my shoulder

and play as much as I like

but I knew it's unposible

everyone of us sure will grow up

18 making me sick

choice...choose...decision

honestly

till now I still blur

18 years old young teenager

make me losting myself

Now I donoe who I am???

I felt this home does not giv me a nice home
this is not the home i wish to hav
does it look like a home
the answer always is
no...no...no...

我真的很想告诉你

喜欢就喜欢，不喜欢就不喜欢

不要每次提到他

我是人

我也有感情的

为什么？

为什么每次把我推给他

你有问过我是怎样想得吗？

我不是东西

推来推去

让来让去

你有问过我...

到底喜欢谁吗？

有吗？

你根本没有

你根本没想过我的感受

我恨死你

很后悔认识你

today not feeling well

yesterday also the same

tuesday, my mom brought many eggs from ''pai pai there''

she said each of everyone eat one for ''po bi''

the second day really po bi

all my family member fight for toilet

everyone was blamed on my mom include me

haizzz

for today really hate that kind of feeling

once a month

of my god

I wonder why a girl should like this

why dont this problem happen on a boy rather than a girl

kind funny a bit

haha

din feel very pain for a long term

now started

is really a suck killing me ''pain''

now my mom is plan look forward to Dr.Khoo

my specialist doctor

but i do not know when

I wait the phone everyday

but

you never call

I get ready to go somewhere

but

you never show up

I tell you important thing

but

you never listen

I ask if you love me , I ask if you care

but

you never pay attention to me.

You make me feel alone

You make me feel unloved

You make me feel like no one cares and no one will

How can you do to someone you are suppposed to love

How can someone so sweet be so cruel

How can I hate so many things you do

but

still love you?

Those are questions that will go unanswered forever

Because i can ask and ask

but

you will never respond

Please get lost from my lives...

you are meaningless to me now...

don't ever think that you have chance

to

enter my life again

----

have you tried to understand my feelings

I am in pomegranate

----

first time feel that

I am a loser

I am useless

I cried and I think

What for I cried

I really hopeless

I really useless

I can't stand it more

Sometimes

I think what for I lives in the world

It give me hopeless dream

I always tell myself

that I can make it

I can do it

I can prove it to other people

who am I

who I am

But

I really sick to pretend strong

I just the same as a normal girl

''weakness''

in my heart

sometimes I really hope someone push me at the back

but

who will be the ''someone''

sometimes

I tries to forget everything in my mind

but everytime I tries it

posibbly fail

I am the failure

useless and disapointed

3 August 2010

celebrated Shirley and Kent's birthday

celebrated at Village

Everyone was happy

but

the 38 girl make me sick

Ooopsss

is make US sick

so...cincai

no one invited she

how come she will be there

plus, she din wish Shirley and din said thanks

un-polite

Playing with all the guys

huge here huge there

excuse me!!!

I'm not jealous with her popularity

just because she don't know how to love herself

''mengkaburi mataku''

the funny thing is

we pakat dun give the girl holding the microphone

haha

when she hold it

sure we will ask someone to take it away from she

so she din sing a lot of song

hey friend

GOD JOB

^-*

anyway is not my business

but

my my friend and me sick of it

that is my business

moreover

got a guy drunk

how to say it??

said he drunk but looked like normal

yet his action looked like alrdy drunk

he was scaring...

haha

so next time

don't be too close with the people who are drunk

dangerous

coz we do not know what will he done to us

haha

Last but not least

thankz Shirley and Kent again

MAY YOURS WISH COME TRUE...