Thursday, August 5, 2010

first time feel that
I am a loser
I am useless
I cried and I think
What for I cried
I really hopeless
I really useless
I can't stand it more
Sometimes
I think what for I lives in the world
It give me hopeless dream
I always tell myself
that I can make it
I can do it
I can prove it to other people
who am I
who I am
But
I really sick to pretend strong
I just the same as a normal girl
''weakness''
in my heart
sometimes I really hope someone push me at the back
but
who will be the ''someone''
sometimes
I tries to forget everything in my mind
but everytime I tries it
posibbly fail
I am the failure
useless and disapointed

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