I'm not feeling well

especially my stomach

i have no idea what I have ate yesterday

OhhhhMyyyyGoddd

maybe

I ate too much spicy food

like something in the stomach

moving here and there

like turning around in my stomach

the toilet like my 2nd home

-Amen-

JB

2 days 1 night in Jb really fun

we stay at hotel named NEW YORK HOTEL

it is 5 stars hotel

near there got many night club...disco...pub

such as

Bollywood...Sand Tum Disco...The Groove...etc

my friend and I could not enter

coz we din bring suitable cloth

plus under 18 is not allow

The scene of the Jb is really suiii

suiii tang tangg...

If can I wan to go it next time...

hehehe

I'm going to sick now
big flu...
OMG
the weather...really ki xiao
kajap cold kejap cold
make me suffer


taking pills...useless
drink liang teh...useless
eat peppermint...useless


alamak

kena sampai bila

firstly
I want to thx god
coz I hate you is the right feeling I should have

secondly
I want to thx god
coz let me know you hate me too
so I can hate you more than you hate me

Thirdly
I hope
My next life...I duwan have any relationship with you

I am not the most cruel person

You are the one

making me suck with my life

-

done cruel thing in my life

-

making urself to hate me so I able to hate you

I thx to god and thx to you

that u hate me so

Thx to god coz giving me such wonferful mother

thx to you too

coz you said you hate me so

Excuse me

I no need your love

I no need you care

so

I should thx you for hate-ing me

I swear

If one day I success in my life

I will thx u

by the way

I will not said thx to you

coz u don't have the right to deserve it

The only person who I kindly thx

Is your husband...my father

he is the one who encourage me

he is the one who support me in every decision I have made

He is the one who back-up me at the back

He is the one that I should say thank to

no like you

you are the one who make me always down

you are the one who always look down at me

you are the only one who always compared me with the other

dont ever try to ask me to do something that will make me hate you

you dont have the right to do so

although you are the person who give me a life

although I just calle d you 'mumy'

sorry to said

I really hate you

as usual

You also hate me

As me sister said

没缘份

是有缘无份

Am I really your daughter

who care now

I alrdy lose my heart toward you

so I wont do anything more just to win your heart

and

I'm not turning back

I dont have tthe chance to turn back and see

Hence

Silence is always the best solution

Silence is always the best medicine to treat-ing the wounds in the hearts

Tomorrow EXAM
MUET exam
scaring
bcoz of the writing paper
betul betul "fan"

God
please bless me
Please I really need your highness help

HUAT oooo....

school !! school !! school !!!

really boring

just sit there and wait the precious time pass away

then wat for we going to school

when the holiday is around the corner

BORED!!!

Today my dad naik gila

hot hot lo

takutnya

I fully convinced that is not my false

tis morning when i still sleeping
i woke up suddenly
coz outside my room really noisy
someone is shouting here and there


rupa-rupa my sis gaduh with my mum
mum bet she...she bet back
then thrown things especially the chair
my sis's volcano really burst tis time


let them gaduh...
tak tahan mereka


then my dady suddenly come back from outstation
then they stoped to fight
one cry until sleep
another one...the tear flow non-stop
haizzz
really dun understand

what i suppose to do???
continued to sleep

just now BBQ

at lee ee's house

really fun

many thing to eat

even bird egg also can eat using BBQ method

having fun today

then went limteh

sharing many story with friends

Jaycy...Janicy...Lee Ee

sit that talk non-stop

bout 2 hours plus

now

I facing financial problem

no money go anywhere liao

keep finding my sponsor

haha

friends...

believe me

start from today I really wan diet

I won't say tomorrow and tomorrow again eveytime we meet

下定决心了

I keep my mouth shout today
din talk to anyone
My feeling
really emo now
close myself in my room


i hate all my family member
except my dad and my sis...Magdelene


each of them does not understanding me at all


first my mum,
unfair...love to judge me...love to complaint bad thing bout me
second is my brother,
hao lian is his job...always threatening me
third is my Sister,
having a dirty mouth...never respect me...always scold people with use the coconut to think
and important is no manner at all infront my dad or mum


I hate them really well


I hope I will do well in my exam
so I will enter university and do my further study
and
I will go far away from this stupid fucking place

Do I love him???

a weird question [ I know]

----

story sound like this

first time I saw him...i had a weird feeling

I thought it just ridiculous

maybe I just admire him

and told myself after long time pass

the feeling will disapear

but

on 4 Nov 2010

I met him again

the same feeling born from my pure heart

this mean

I fall in love with him

OMG

it just ridiculous and crazy

even like shouting SHIT!

---

now

many question marks in my brain

I duwan fall in love with anyone

but

my friend told me

we cannot control LOVE
its really

---

what should I do

just forget it

just ignore the feeling

---

the only thing I noe

is

Let the story flow naturally

* god

tomorrow going start joging

long time din run

donoe still got the energy to run

on 30 October

My friends and I went to Tanjung Piai

The Southernmost Tips Of Minland Asia

its really nice

the beauty of the nature

it awesome

the tip of the sea

the middle of the minland
which show us the direction of other country
there are China Japan Paris London
American Korea Brazil
and many more







the monkey
this picture...my friend help me to capture
this monkey really aggresive
chase the students
and it is moving freely
without cage