Sunday, May 31, 2009

Sad

2day i can slp
bout 4 o'clock then i slp
i sms v my frenz
we sharing so many secret
then we stop sms coz i wan doing my h'work
later bout 2 o'clock i cry
why?? i dunoe
mayb bout guy
haizzzzzzzzzz~~
之前在我面前
牵着一位女生
这是什么意思?
好过分!
和那个女生分了就找我
那。。。这又是什么意思?
他当我是什么?
我真的很恨他
可是
我骗不了我自己
我到底是怎样的?
我自己也不清楚
我讨厌我自己
我好想骂他。。。
问题是。。。 我舍得吗?心会痛吗?
男生都不是好东西
亲爱的朋友们
爱一个人不要爱太深
到后来受伤的还是自己。。。

Dinner

yesterday nite
my frenz and i went to eat steambot
nice and stomach full full
we so happy
my frenzs 's mum prepared some sea food and fruit






the colour so nice le~
after tat we walk and went to 祥和夜
we enjoy it and holding hand by hand while walking
we all really 38.......lolz
we reach tere and enjoy ourself
YOUNG......SO GOOD!!

Long time no see!


yesterday i was happy
finally i can meet my frenz
both of us long time no c...haha
miss her...
JIN WEE
yesterday we all gather at amour cafe
oni 38 hong kong come late co tuition
ask her one day off also can not
like wan she die.... (hong u vry leceh)
hahahahahaha
after tat we went to mcdonald
we chat n laugh
later lee ee reach tere
we take many photo...
i and jin wee :0
38 de showing her handphone
lolzzzz

jinweeleeeeandi








tis photo taking outside the macdonald
me,katrina,jinwee,hongkong,jayshee,leeee,jaycy
some ppl looking us
mayb they think us xiao
haha =)






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haha
2day my frenz will go back to penang

domoe when can meet her
haizzzzzz~~




~WE WILL ALWAY MISS HER~`

Friday, May 29, 2009

Headache

babi betu 2day
my head like almost burn
tak boleh tahan
eat panadol also useless
the panadol activefast advertistment can buang
tipu customer
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actually 2day wan do mr bear homework
now headache
cant do it
then i am going to die
why??
scared can not hang in by this MONDAY
haizzzzz....
scared scold by he
nickname alrdy MR.BEAR
of course fierce la....
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now my head
damm PAIN o
walao
i hate it
hate suffering this headache
this afternoon
my nose stopped act like river
now
headache come
super duper pain
haizzz
malang betul
Oooooooo headache......
PLEASE LEAVE ME !!!

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Hate it

yepi......
finally finish my exam
can relax :0
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actually i feel happy after finished my exam
but
happy change sad
i was scolded by my mum
i really dun like to talk to her
my brother told she
i spend a lot of money for this month
my mum always like tat
always believe my brother said
when i was small kid
she always scolding me
when i fight v my brother
my brother will always the rite
and me v my siblings
WRONG!
pilih kasih
i hate it since i was kid
b'coz of this
my mum and i ....relationship...bad...
b'coz of this i also dun like to talk v my mum
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my pocket money for one week
is RM25 when there is a school day
everyday i din use the money at canteen
Sometimes but almost 3 days
every morning i woke up
din take my breakfast n went to school
sometimes at school i feel hungry
i tahan !!
until stomachache....
i juz wan to save my money
Y she keep on saying i spend a lot of money??
where i spend my money??
i go to tuition by bus
back from tuition also buy bus
sometimes i din take the money from my mum
不好意思跟我妈拿
i use my own money
almost of my half saving,
i use it to pay bus fare
now a day
bus fare really expensive...

haizzzzz
tat feeling dunoe how to describe it!!


*I HATE IT*

Stress....

SOMEONE HELP ME!!
i feel stress yesterday
keep on reading
-CHEMISTRY-
OMG!!!
i feel i am the stupid person among my frenz
even thought i read or doing revision
i still can't get it
i could not understand it
y i so stupid??
i duwan always fail for my tis subject
i really really feel stress + scare
my mum keep on pushing me
GOD!
i hate it
is tat anyone can help me?
i think only i can help myself
i wan get a good result for my SPM
i duwan people to look down at me
i hate tat feeling
i can do wat people can do
i must do better tat my mum think tat i can do
coz i am her daughter
11 subject....no even 1 subject can do better
i feel tat i really really useless
y other people can be so clever when they juz read book??
as i doing the same thing
i try so hard
but
still doing the same mistake
i love my frenz
i feel so happy when hanging with them
when i thinking my mum
i feel pressure inside me
Wat i suppose to do??
juz pretend dunoe anything!!
i think i need a break for me to breath
mayb 2 weeks holiday is good time for me
SHITTTTTTT!!
still got Mr Bear TUITION
so
holiday at class
after 2 weeks,i will try to manage my time
i will put my SPM at the top of my head
no matter wat happen
SPM will always come 1st!!
*
morning
7.35 am will start exam
i alrdy prepare myself to face the truth
mean...-fail for my CHEMISTRY and PHYSIC-
if fail how??
i din worry bout anythhing
i will face it bravely
but
how i gona show my mum the result
sure she will make me sit at home everyday
like jail
i duwan she always compare me
with her frenz'children
tats y i hav communicate problem v my mum
we even don't hav any topic to chat
Haizzzzz~
i really hope i can get my result v flying colour
so
i can leave my home
and come back when i am free
Besides tat at home i always alone
keep on studying
make me more stress
so i like go out v my frenz
can release my stress
if keep myself at home
oneday
i will become damm crazy
HELP ME !!!

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

mood =(

wat world is this??
got idiot ppl
ply v his frenz
chat v me busy
wat the fuck?
这种人要对他冷一点
很不想理他了
讨厌鬼
讨厌死你
2moro holiday
YEAH~
but
=(
need do revision
...CHEMISTRY...
I hate this subject
but
need to read it
scare will fail again...not the 1st time
on 26 may
moral exam
haizzzzz~~
know how to do also useless
bcoz
got teacher who dunoe how to marked
always saying we r wrong
~ta ma de~
at school teacher will always rite
and student
rite also become wrong
banyak kesian lo

BUT
i will say BYE BYE to my school le
wa ha ha ha
FREEDOM....
Wait me my world!!

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

sleepzzzzzz....


2day alrdy sleep for 5 hous +
from 11.45am til 5.59pm
like pig...
after i woke up
my stupid sister mess v me
and she make my heart pain
Ssssshitttttttttt!!
she throw my handphone =(
HOW DARE SHE??
不发生都发生了
算了吧!!

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yeah~
2moro din go school
can sleep 4 a long time
i lov it
kha...kha...kha...

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Haizzzzzzz
2day sleep so long
dunoe wat time will i feel sleepy at nite
i think i will be boring
no one chat v me
pity

Monday, May 25, 2009

Stupid Person

Haizzzzzzzzzzz~~
2day act like stupid person......
tuition class two hours
but
haizzz.....din learnt anything
buat bodoh
luckly,
Mr Bear din scold us
hahaha....=)
besides tat
a stupid person sms me
stupid msg
wat kind msg she sent 4 me
only idiot ppl will do like tat
she make me sick
Ssssssssshitttttt...
:@
u can mess v ur hair,nose
BUT
better dun mess v ME!!!

Account

wat the fucked 2day is
tuition account.....dunoe how to do
damm!!!
2moro is going exam
wat i'm doing now??
Haizzzzzzzz
manyak malang~
at toilet also can fall down...swt!
celakaaaaaaaaa betul
betul betul celakaaaaaaa
2moro exam i'm going 2 die...
Anybody can help me??

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Sailormoon's birthday(clee)

Friday, 22 May

we celebrate clee's birthday at school
we buy a cake 4 her...who buy it??
Shirley,Jayshee,Jaycy,Janicy,E Ling,
Yntua,Cindy,Chai Chin,Sie Ching,Katrina and of course
ME.....................
Wonder she is happy or surprise?? MAYB BOTH
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
At nite
我们在Amour Cafe庆祝
又讲又笑
然后我们拍照。。。shirley,Jayshee,Katrina,Lee ee.I
过后佳琪回了!好可惜喔
之后我们就跑到。。。
跑到厕所了。
不是去“小便”
反而
拍照。。。呵呵
当我们在拍照时...
突然~
门开了。。
原来是一位小姐进来了
好尴尬...好下衰...==
不过~
我们还是玩到好开心...
哈哈!!







OUR TOILET PHOTO

Friday, May 22, 2009

那些回忆

今天她心情好乱。。。
他找她了。。。
她突然想起那些回忆。。。
她自己不知道该不该想。。。
最后她还是想了。。。
朋友告诉她;要拿得起,就要放得下
她说;我可以的!
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“如果有一天
我学会放弃你
不是因为我忘记你
而是因为我爱你”

MOney MoneY.......

haizZZZZZZZZZZZ........
tired...tired...tired......
Dc.... Dc...Dc...
I hate it very much....
It make me use RM 2...
my heart so pain...
haiz~~~~~
nevermind,be happy with it

Thursday, May 21, 2009

NO TITTLE

I won't say "goodbye" because it make me sad.
But I will say "farewell" and be happy for what we had.
So many days,so many night laying-up together,
Thinking to myself and I hope this will last forever.
We really never could hide our emotions.
Our love is too deep,like the deepest ocean.
I just hope and pray that I find love.
Like the love we had.........sent from above.
I'll try not to forget,I'll try not to dwell.
As I walk away and say "FAREWELL"