=(

I feel so upset with my yesterday test

that is business studies

I read all

all is in my brain

but

haizzz

the answer is so that simple

why I so stupid that think twice wheater the one that I thought

so

today decided to stay at home

din go to schl

and get prepare for my paper 2 to safe my paper 1

hopefully ya

I wish I can obtain the marks that I really want it

i'm angry right now...

.............................................................................

每次和你说话

不能够说好好吗



everytime like that

and is most of the time



很不喜欢和你说话

就是因为这样



你生气是你的事

可是可以不要拿我来出气吗

我可以忍

因为我知道

你是我的谁

可是

这部代表...你每次都能这样地对我

我是人耶

能感受到的

21st january is my birthday....
celebrated coming 19
but it was suck
i was accident

I donoe how to described it
but the feeling is really suck
make me feel unsafe...
I juz cry and my hug my uncle
this is the first time i feel so scared

My dad hevan noe...
sure he will kill me...
wat to do
first day of my 19...so many trouble
this show this year will become my soiiii year...


to my friend,
thx to u all celebrated with me after i cried for 1 hour +
i really sorry if spoit the situation


get really for my dad and mum
scold me...

just finished celebrates new year with all my family member
we having barbeque at my grandma house
my stomach really full with all the food that prepared by my grandma


to my frenz...sorry to say...
to Elhong and the geng...I could not make it for the date u request coz having family time...
so I rejected...paiseh le...
to Cru Tey and the geng...jor me go pub sing...paishe...could not make it too...same reason...
having family time...
to my another mistery frendz...sory cannot go genting with u to attend the countdown party...
same reason...family time


wat ever
last but not least...
new year...new life...new target...new aim...
tahun baru azam baru...
gogogog

the day before this
everyday sleep and sleep
is my job

my dad bought me a new nike shoe
I love it so much
bring me to nike shop
after trying said no money
then ok lo
I put back
who knows he give me his master card and asked me to pay
haha
my mum sure jealous me
haha...my dad wan to buy one pair for himself
but he said it not comfortable at all
the we went to converse shop
my sister prefer converse than nike...coz he like to wear boy style shoe

this few day i look like
lost myself...and I even donoe where I have lost

3 more days going to school like usual
hate this thing
coz 2011 will my future year
damm hate it
cant relax and enjoy in that year
going to work hard for my future
coz I really duwan go to UUM
i prefer UM or UKM
pls let me do it
so I will work hard and fight for it

I want to change everything
evrything inside me
prove to myself I can do it if I work hard for it

I will do it...and I'm willing to do so

later going to work

yepi
today will be the last day to work
after this I can rest
and having too many free time

the unfortunely thing is
today will be the closing ceremony
and the will prepared the same T-shirt for everyone....
the cibai kia keep the shirt and let the other person to choose the size 1st
and I be the last person to make the choice

how I wan to make the choice instant there are XL size left
cibaikia
make me wore the shirt look like sai kong
pepet lang

had been long time din update my blog
I'm busy with my job
came back from work alrdy late nite...tired and lazy...
many thing I juz wan to express troughtout tis 3 days...


1st day
I was totally mad with someone..
I will admit my false when there is my false
but if it is not my false
sure I will mad with the person who said it is my false
the true is...You are the one who make mistake...why just blame on me
cheebyeekiaa


2nd day
when people said you or scolded you "STUPID"
then you are not stupid...they are the one stupid
the person who scold you are the one stupid
when you scold yourself "STUPID"
this means you are the stupidest person
understand???....so I dont think I'm the one stupid person...


3rd day
dun learn to tell lie
you will become a famous liar when you grow up
I noe sometimes telling lie is for other person own good....sometimes it not
when you using it in the wrong situation (telling lie)
you will continue to do so coz u need to think other lie to backup the last lie u made...
so dun use LIE in wrong situation